I promised you, I would not call my parents in the future even if I was in danger or to seek clarification of what you claim was said.
When you said we’d be okay if I called my parents and lied to them about what happened and that you were fine, I made it all up – I did that.
I am stunned now that you think it’s in my best interests to forget the incident (let along apologise for it) after everything you have said and done on Sunday (even in the short space of time from when you lied, through to me clearing up the accusation and the lie).
That is forgetting all the things you’ve said, done, the way you behaved, including the reasoning you’ve provided and the lovely options you’ve made available to me last night.
All of the above today seems irrelevant because now all that matters is trying to understand how I can learn to cope with it